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Was chatting with someone, about my trouble.
Which is:

I want to start a conversation with you,
But I'm afraid that I would be disturbing you,
Or you may think I'm irritating/annoying/a busybody.
I'm afraid that I would be ignored.
Recently, I'm always the one who replied last.
That makes me feel.. Like.. You know...
If recently you're always the one who replied last in every conversation,
How far would your mind jump to?

How would I know if the person is busy, don't feel like talking, angry, depressed, upset?
And when they're feeling troubled, what if I interrupted their mind?
I mean like, seriously I'm afraid to be a disturbance.
What if they were happily chatting with their friends, having fun, or even in a serious mood?

I have no idea how to start a conversation.
Afraid to being ignored, or to think that I'm being disliked.

I dislike bringing troubles to others and I don't want to, I'm afraid basically.

No one likes it.

Was chatting with someone, about my trouble.
Which is:

I want to start a conversation with you,
But I'm afraid that I would be disturbing you,
Or you may think I'm irritating/annoying/a busybody.
I'm afraid that I would be ignored.
Recently, I'm always the one who replied last.
That makes me feel.. Like.. You know...
If recently you're always the one who replied last in every conversation,
How far would your mind jump to?

How would I know if the person is busy, don't feel like talking, angry, depressed, upset?
And when they're feeling troubled, what if I interrupted their mind?
I mean like, seriously I'm afraid to be a disturbance.
What if they were happily chatting with their friends, having fun, or even in a serious mood?

I have no idea how to start a conversation.
Afraid to being ignored, or to think that I'm being disliked.

I dislike bringing troubles to others and I don't want to, I'm afraid basically.

No one likes it.

Jeng,
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