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Thursday and Friday went t Chalet.
A lot of things happened.
Everyone were happy happy, chit chatting.
I bet, no one knows I was actually thinking a lot of stuffs.

I was, perhaps am, wondering what she's actually thinking deep inside.
It seems that, she just treat it as nothing has happened before.
But that way of gathering back is not the way I wanted, or want.
I rather talk about what happened back then, that made us came to this stage.
You tried and lead me, I followed as I always am. But I didn't/don't want this.
I'm touched, I know. But you kept coming closer and closer, w/o me knowing what you're actually thinking.
I'm afraid, really. I don't have th dare to keep the close distance w you.
I'm afraid that I'd lose you again one day.
I've no idea what I should do.
You remembered things back then when we were still v close, yeah.
You even got my picture which I didn't dare t look at it closely, with you.
Idk why you would keep that, or even you forgot that it's there, Possibly.
Idk why you'd deleted me from your facebook, but left that only account of mine.
Idk. You bad talked about me a lot. But you still chose to talk to me.
Idk a lot of stuffs that you've chose and decided.

If I could read you mind.

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Thursday and Friday went t Chalet.
A lot of things happened.
Everyone were happy happy, chit chatting.
I bet, no one knows I was actually thinking a lot of stuffs.

I was, perhaps am, wondering what she's actually thinking deep inside.
It seems that, she just treat it as nothing has happened before.
But that way of gathering back is not the way I wanted, or want.
I rather talk about what happened back then, that made us came to this stage.
You tried and lead me, I followed as I always am. But I didn't/don't want this.
I'm touched, I know. But you kept coming closer and closer, w/o me knowing what you're actually thinking.
I'm afraid, really. I don't have th dare to keep the close distance w you.
I'm afraid that I'd lose you again one day.
I've no idea what I should do.
You remembered things back then when we were still v close, yeah.
You even got my picture which I didn't dare t look at it closely, with you.
Idk why you would keep that, or even you forgot that it's there, Possibly.
Idk why you'd deleted me from your facebook, but left that only account of mine.
Idk. You bad talked about me a lot. But you still chose to talk to me.
Idk a lot of stuffs that you've chose and decided.

If I could read you mind.

Shared by someone.

Jeng,
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